Where do you find curves in the city?
The arc of steel inside a sculpture, the swoop of a café mug.

First, listen to the wind. It is gusting softly through the fire grate like a grandmother blowing on a child’s too-hot porridge. Then choose Chris Garneau.
You are imagining you have all the time in the world. Time enough to learn to oversleep guiltlessly. Time enough to turn the small spoon inside the coffee cup over and over, the San Fran clang clang reminding of you of your grandfather.
How do you keep from mourning?
When the leaves you brought home from the park begin to dry out and curl, work hard at feeling nothing at all. If you cannot, make more tea.

Cooperate with me
and answer me
without a plea
I know now, I know now, I know now…
I’m never gonna tell on you.

Why does the wind change directions so often?
That is Big Mother trying to get the kinks out of her back. All that hoisting billions of babies.
Strange how you have forgotten how it is to be alone. After all that time wearing it like an old coat. And it amazes you how slowly one drop of water can take to slide down the window, which defends your silence from the squall.
What is worth waiting for?
For the rain against the window to disguise the world as a cold, opaque dream.
2 comments:
Man.
Too many open ended questions to answer with any kind of quick-minted skill here and no room to make assumptions for this one.
And when you wake up thinking that "she's the puzzle piece behind the couch that makes the sky complete"...well, be careful what wish for.
ah, i am making au jus, but sometimes i get a sense somewhere somehow your blog has been updated.
ok, i am a little off time wise...but, hey.
my favorite ever is to stare out a rainy window and watch the drops. guess how they'll join or if they'll remain solitary.
i am wrapping your brain in silk & fuzzy-stuff.
and i am listening to john hiatt & waiting for guests to arrive.
sometime there will be a moment when i'll snap out of my conversations & gossip to think and i'll think of that window.
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